this 2 wk is kinda horrible for me.
this wk in particular.
preparation for CG and stuffs,3 tests and daiko test.
for this time, my mst results are slightly better off as previous sems.
which kinda really made me upbeat about.
but wad happened this week so far practically puts me off.
i practically screw up the 1st 2 test of the week and i'm wondering how now.
today's test is slightlty better.
hope the extra self-train sessions last week and this week paid off.and perhaps addition of surprise test elements tml. Otherwise, i would had gone home to rest. Afterall, i had been burning midnight oil this couple of days to prepare for my tests and i hadn't got much time to prepare and do a solid revision and hence explains the screwed results.
i still went for trainings despite my super-packed schedule and tests.hope i can bring home some good news tml.
otherwise, all the hardwork,effort,time,etc and big amount of stress and struggles that i'm underwent this to wk shall go down fully to drain and maybe i should re-think and weigh wads more important perhaps.
I nearly broke down yesterday.
Every single thing was like pilling and came crashing at the same time.
i need a breather, at this very moment.
this wk kinda hadn't been smooth-sailing for me, instead rocky waters to be exact.
hope the effort put in will at least bring in some fruits for tml and perhaps put a nicer ending to this 2 terrible weeks of mine(:
i need compress my cmaps.
suck too big alrd. need find extra time to compress and re-organise every single thing.
Tomorrow's the day.
Cross my heart,if you complete me.7:00 PM.